All I can advise is to please withdraw the profits you have earned from your bonus. It is the only way to save your money because the more you risk your profits, the higher the chances you won't be able to get the money.

Withdraw all your profits each time you earned. Do not compound all your money as I tried it once but incurred huge losses.

It's up with your trading style, if you like to risk and use small lots, then there's no way for you to be scared. Using small lots and lower leverage would help you a lot.